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Find Your Happy Place - July 18, 2010

2010-07-21T12:04:00.000-07:00

It is an interesting and somewhat discomforting assignment to delve into the subject of suffering. There is bound to be some confusion, some misunderstanding, and some hurt. The truth is we all want answers. We want to know why.

The why question is an OK question to ask. Just prepare yourself for the likely answer. Job asked the why question and got the same answer that if we have been listening, we have heard over and over throughout our lives: "I am God." With his hands raised towards heaven in utter agony in the midst of indescribable personal loss, Job has just one question.... Why?

As I spoke with a few individuals after the teaching on Sunday I felt compelled to offer this reminder, and I offer it to you: Not even the greatest teaching on the issue of suffering will answer all of your questions. You will draw general themes and hopefully be able to get to a place where hardship in life doesn't ruin you. But the truth is, we all live with the tension of mystery in our lives. "Who's to blame?" "Why me?" "Should I run or should I stay?" "Will it get worse?" "When will it end?" Many of these questions will never be answered in the way that you wish. But there is always this one answer that is given as salve to the wounded, food to the hungry, and comfort to the broken; "I am God."

The degree of comfort that we experience from that simple statement is directly correlated to the depth of our knowledge of Him. You see, to know God is to gladly allow Him to be God, even when it doesn't make sense to me. He knows better, He knows more, He knows all, and He is God. He always will be. I can rest in that and take hope. I pray you can too.

Aaron

The Mighty Burger Flipper

2010-06-08T12:23:00.000-07:00

So this last Sunday I was terribly disappointed that I ran out of time to read this little story taken from Nancy Pearcey's book Total Truth. This really sums it up so well, so here it is:

By the time Sealy Yates was just twenty-five years old, he had already fulfilled his life's dreams. He had gone to law school, passed the bar exam, landed a great job. He had married a wonderful woman, and they were busy raising their first child. Life was good.

That's when Sealy slumped into a profound depression. He was too young for a midlife crisis, yet he found himself asking all the same questions: Is this all there is? Is this what I want to do for the rest of my life? What's the meaning of it all?

Sealy was not naturally depressive, so he probed for some reason behind it. And the answer he discovered was one that no psychologist would have guessed: The key to recovering joy and purpose turned out to be a new understanding of Christianity as total truth-an insight that broke open the dam and poured the restoring waters of the gospel into the parched areas of his life.

Years ago, at the age of fifteen, Sealy had responded to an altar call at a Baptist church. From that moment on, he knew deep in his bones that what he wanted most was to serve God. At first, he figured that meant doing church work of some kind-becoming a pastor, missionary, or music leader. "I wanted to live for God," Sealy told me,' "and the only frame of reference I had said that meant full-time Christian work."

There was only one problem: He didn't have the skills for any church-based profession. In reviewing his aptitude tests, however, a high school guidance counselor suggested that he consider becoming an attorney. The idea was electrifying. No one in Sealy's family had even gone to college, let alone law school. The very thought seemed to soar beyond the bounds of possibility. Nevertheless, he prayed, he worked hard, and now ... he had made it.

So why wasn't he happy? Sealy's impossible dream had come true, yet he was miserable. He maintained a heavy schedule of church activities, but a spiritual hunger still gnawed at his heart. Maybe he had made a mistake? Maybe he really had been called to full-time church work but had ignored God's call? Maybe he should drop his job and go to the mission field?

Christians who are seriously committed to their faith often experience this inner tug-of-war. Like Sealy, most of us absorb the idea that serving God means primarily doing church work. If we end up in other fields of work, then we think serving the Lord means piling religious activities on top of our existing responsibilities-things like church services, Bible study, and evangelism. But where does that leave the job itself? Is our work only a material necessity, something that puts food on the table but has no intrinsic spiritual significance? Is it merely utilitarian, a way of making a living?

Sealy discovered that it was just such questions that were driving his depression: He had no idea how to integrate his Christian faith with his professionallife. In his law classes at UCLA there had never been any mention of Christianity; none of his professors or classmates had shared his faith commitment; nor did any colleagues at the law firm where he now worked. And since his professional work took up most of his waking hours, that meant a large segment of his life was sealed off from what mattered most to him.

"Where is God in my life?" Sealy found himself asking. What he thought was depression turned out to be an agonized longing for spiritual meaning in his work. Adding church activities to a completely secularized job was like putting a religious frame on a secular picture. The tension between his spiritual hunger and the time demands of a purely "secular" job was tearing him apart inside.

Sealy's search for a solution was finally rewarded when he discovered a Christian study program that taught him how to address clients' spiritual lives. Instantly, a whole new world opened to him, as became to realize that the law addresses issues connected to the whole person. After all, "people typically come to lawyers when they're in a crisis," he explained. "It's a phenomenal opportunity to help them do what's right." Lawyers can minister to troubled spouses seeking a divorce, counsel misguided teens in trouble with the law, advise ethically conflicted businessmen to do what's right, confront Christian ministries that are compromising biblical principles. The law is not merely a set of procedures or an argumentative technique. It is God's means of confronting wrong, establishing justice, defending the weak, and promoting the public good.

In every profession, the prevailing views stem from some underlying philosophy-basic assumptions about what is ultimately true and right. That means Christians need not feel out of place bringing their own assumptions into the field. Sealy began to claim the freedom to bring biblical understandings of justice, rights, and reconciliation into the legal arena.

Kids These Days - 5/09/10

2010-05-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

I wanted to give you a helpful list from Dr. Leman's book "A Chicken's Guide to Talking Turkey with your Kids about Sex." Consider this a follow up from this morning's teaching. If you would like to order the book from Amazon, just click the link.

TIPS TO TALKING WITH YOUR KIDS ABOUT :
1) Always answer the question at an age appropriate level. A good way to gauge this is by responding with a probing question. "Where did you hear about that?" Something to give you an idea of how much they already know.
2) Practice. Think through your answers ahead of time. What are your beliefs and why?
3) Get Feedback. Have your kid explain what you just explained to make sure he/she gets it.
4) Look at Families with Kids older than yours and discuss how you will deal with the same issues when you get there.
5) Help your child see past their limited experience to foresee potential problems. Your kids confidence that 'everything will be fine' may be unwarranted from your perspective. Teach them to see the bigger picture.
6) Be ready - with your facial expressions, with your eye contact, with your gestures, and with your body language - to answer anything. Remember, each time you respond, you are either building trust or ruining it.
7) Read. Get Accurate Information. I'm sure you can imagine why this is critical.
8) Wrap it in the right context. Relate everything about in it's proper context - marriage.
9) Know your Goal. It's about more than just getting the info out, it's about connecting and building relationship and trust with your child.

Here's a link to a helpful article I came across this week that also has some good points on the same topic::
http://www.focusonthefamily.com/parenting/sexuality/ teaching_children_healthy_sexuality.aspx

I hope this helps. Forward to your own family adventure!

Aaron

Trail of Tears - February 21, 2010

2010-02-26T23:46:00.000-08:00

"Suppose one of you wants to build a tower. Will he not first sit down and estimate the cost to see if he has enough money to complete it?" (Luke 14:28) Now reverse it: "Suppose one of you wants to destroy a tower. Will he not first sit down and estimate the cost to see if he is willing to take the loss?" A divided heart will not do. We must streamline our passions and then allow our actions to follow. Isn't it crazy that we dabble in passions that are entirely out of the realm of possibility but we kid ourselves into thinking that were not going down that road, we just want to feel the warmth of the pavement. I just want to catch a whiff of the breeze blowing from that direction, to see down that road and imagine I was down there.

I find a good hard dose of reality therapy is in order. Take a moment and think through the long term results. Work it out to its bitter end. Are you really willing to pay the price?

Any unrestrained passion exceeding your passion for God will ultimately bring you to ruin. The beautiful thing is that for the man or woman who has placed faith in Christ the Spirit of God is now dwelling in that persons heart. The Spirit comes with an entirely new and Godly set of passions that have the capacity to overpower the selfish, sinful passions. YES, they do! We need but to stimulate those desires through obedience, through the ongoing study of the Word, and through time with God in prayer.

The best future for you and your family is the one where you have settled in your heart the passions that you will pursue, and have directed your hearts desire toward God. Let Him become your all and discover the beauty of being truly alive. With God as your number one passion, you will never be disappointed, I have yet to be...

Aaron

Deconstructing a Downward Spiral - 12/6/09

2009-12-12T17:21:00.000-08:00

I was unable to share one of the interesting aspects of the story of Samson that really stuck out to me as I was reading through this story over the past couple of weeks. Each time Sampson finds himself in trouble it is the result of a woman. And each time he responds by thrashing on the Philistines. Somehow he thinks the Philistines are his problem when the story makes it very clear that the only reason the Philistines had any power was because the Israelites were walking in complete disobedience to God. Every man was doing whatever he felt like and as a result, they had walked right into bondage.

Notice that Samson never drives the Philistines out, he just hurts them enough to make his point. Then, seemingly unwittingly, he invites them right back through his immoral liaisons with foreign women. The Philistines didn't need to fight Samson, they just needed him to continue to exercise no self-control with his lifestyle. Sure enough, another woman willing to sell out and the rest is history, Samson is enslaved.

Part of being defeated by a lie is the constant battle that doesn't deal with the real problem. Paul says not to fight as one beating the air and yet Satan loves to keep us distracted from the real issues and focused on the symptoms. We end up chasing ghosts round and round in an effort to get free, all the while the real enemy is steadily gaining the upper hand.

We don't need to be so deceived. We fight on three fronts: the influence of the world, the wrong desires of the flesh, and the Devil himself. Don't be fooled into fighting on only one front while losing the battle on the other two. I have talked with countless individuals struggling in the fight against the flesh who at the same time saturating themselves with worldly influences through the media. We have to be smarter than that.

Remember, victory has been guaranteed! We just have to know how to lay claim to it. The truth WILL set you free. I promise.

Aaron

The Giver - October 11, 2009

2009-10-14T10:59:00.000-07:00

I wonder what the economic downturn has taught us this past year? Some of you have been affected, some of you have not and yet we are all aware of its impact. When the future of money seems more uncertain then in years past do you find yourself tightening your grip on what you have or loosening it? When we live our lives in the reality that everything is a gift from God, we naturally tend to be more conservative towards ourselves, and more liberal toward others.

When the economic tides change for whatever reason, if I have not developed the habit of being conservative toward myself, I am stuck with financial obligations that will no longer allow me to be liberal towards others. We amass fixed expenses in order to obtain to a certain lifestyle in which we feel comfortable. When money runs short, the fixed expenses must be paid or penalties begin to mount.

To be conservative toward myself means I keep fixed expenses at a level that remains 'doable' even if my income were to take a hit. Furthermore, I do everything in my power to ensure that nothing interferes with my capacity to live generously towards others because living generously is a priority. Our daily habit must be walking in conversation with God who gave us everything, and dialoguing in regards to how He wants us to invest for eternity. Who knows, that ideal investment may cross our paths today. I pray I don't miss it but respond with open hands.

Aaron

And the walls came a tumbl'in down Sept. 13

2009-09-18T20:31:00.000-07:00

Change is often difficult isn't it? Changing schools, changing jobs, changing friends, changing seasons (although winter to spring seems easiest). But I think the most difficult is the change in relationships. The subtle shifts in how we interact with one another is often tricky to navigate. Take a child with his parent for example: The child has always enjoyed a quick peck on the cheek when saying goodbye to mom or dad and then one day it happens, the slip, the shrinking back, the shift in relationship. How about the parent with the child who has broken the law for the first time and mom and dad don't come to the rescue but allow the lesson to be fully taken in. Or how about the first time you discover that from now on you will be buying your own clothes with your own money from your own job! Oh the horror of it all. It's not that our parents love us any less it is simply that the relationship is changing.

This is the place we find the nation of Israel in Joshua 3-6. They are now learning that God's direction, His leading, is something they must seek out for each situation they will encounter. They must become sensitive and alert to the movements of God's leading. In Joshua 3:4 He instructs them to pay attention because they

haven't been this way before.

There are moments in my life when the walls simply seem to big and the circumstance seem beyond my abilities to overcome. In those moments we must find ourselves learning to ask the fundamental question

where is the spirit of God leading in this situation, in this battle, in this conflict?

It is in those moments that I discover that, although I may not have picked the place He leads me, I would never trade the results of where He leads me. The walls come a tumbl'in down. When I'm defamed and I show humility and grace, when I'm hated and I show love, when I'm rejected and I extend friendship, the strongholds of the World start to crumble under the pressure of the Kingdom.

So may we be people of the Kingdom of God who have learned to listen and watch for the leading of the Captain of the Lord's army, and may we join Him on the journey through a

way we haven't been before

, and may the walls in our lives, our community, our families, come a tumbl'in down!

Peace To You,
Jonathan Walker

Die Hard - August 30

2009-09-03T17:40:00.000-07:00

How is the fight! I wanted to give you the series of references I used on Sunday so that you could go back and reference them later.

I Timothy 6:12 “Fight the good fight of faith; take hold of the eternal life to which you were called.”

I Cor 10:13 “God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear.”

James 4:7 “Resist the devil, and he will flee from you.”

Luke 10:19 “I have given you authority to overcome all the power of the enemy; nothing will harm
you.”

John 16:33 “I have overcome the world."

Matthew 28:18-20 "All authority has been given to Me in heaven and on earth. Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father and the Son and the Holy Spirit, teaching them to observe all that I commanded you; and lo, I am with you always, even to the end of the age."

Matthew 16:18 “I will build My church; and the gates of Hades will not overpower it.”

I Corinthians 16:13 “Be men of courage;

Ephesians 6:10 “Be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power.”

The Kingdom of God is forcefully advancing! God's purposes go forward! Are you in the fight, or has the enemy successfully sidelined you? Are you experiencing the Kingdom of God in your own heart or is their more fight ahead to allow Christ to lay claim to your whole self? Are you experiencing the Kingdom of God in your family; in your relationships; in your community? Fight for it. Don't grow weary; fight the good fight. I am fighting for it to,

Aaron

"Shema Yisrael" The One Thing - August 9

2009-08-18T11:14:00.000-07:00

Shema Yisrael, Adonai Eloheinu, Adonai Echad!
"Here Oh Israel, the Lord our God, the Lord is One!"

As we wrestled with Deuteronomy 6 last week I was stuck by the statement "the Lord is One!"

As I began to unpack this concept several things stuck me. Here are a few "Thoughts To Ponder":
1. God is unlike anything or anyone else.
2. He is separate and unique from all the "gods" Israel had seen and known.
3. If there is only "One" then all other "gods" are not... well... God.
4. If He is the only God, the One, then it is to our benefit to know Him.

I've been reading through the Odyssey recently and I find myself, like most, feeling sad for Odysseus as he is tormented at the whims of a host of gods and goddesses in his quest for home. Some are angry with him, some feel sorry for him, and many are indifferent towards his plight. In short Odysseus is in a constant state of disarray as he tries his best to discern which deity to appease for each situation he finds himself in.

As I have explored the creation accounts in other cultures and their interactions with the "deities" I am consistently amazed at how unusual the God of the Bible is. He doesn't use death and destruction to create, He simply speaks it into existence, He is concerned for His creation, He is willing to suffer for them, He doesn't simply demand obedience He desires relationship and love, He is, according to Deuteronomy 6:24, looking out "for our good always", He is "One" of a kind.

The more revelations I discover as we make our way through the Old Testament the more surprised I am at my own misunderstandings and misrepresentations of the good and gracious God I find represented throughout the Scriptures.

Sooo...May you come to comprehend that our God stands alone in all of human history and that His intent is always for your good. May your life be centered in Christ when you sit in your house, when you move on the road, when lie down at night and when you rise up in the day and may you hear and know that the Lord our God, the Lord is One. (Deut. 6:4-7)

Check Your Rear View Mirrors - August 16

2009-08-17T12:31:00.000-07:00

Attachment; what a funny thing.

When I was about 10 years old I remember playing in the field next to the old KBBI radio station with my brothers. (Off of Main St.) We were shooting an old bow we had found at the dump with an arrow we had purchased. It was a long bow and man did it shoot far! My brother let loose an arcing shot across the grass and I went running to retrieve it. As I was running I remember a glint of light catching my eye on the ground. I stopped and turned around and found there in the grass a shiny Swiss Army knife. But not just any Swiss Army Knife, a Giant Red Swiss Army knife with 28 different blade attachments. TWENTY EIGHT!!! I know because I counted them many times.

Later that summer my family moved overseas and the only item I remember bringing with me was my incredible Swiss Army knife. There was however a slight problem I was encountering, I tended to wield my blades with a little carelessness. From gashing pillows to waving it at my brothers, my knife was proving to be a weapon beyond my maturity to wield.

My father in his great wisdom perceiving this problem had an idea. Rather than taking my knife, he asked me if I would consider giving my knife to Lucio. Lucio was a christian man from the mountains who worked with missionaries to help bring the gospel to his native village. Lucio was also very poor.

Of course I would give it to him. I knew it was the right thing to do. About a week later Lucio was at our house. I sat in my room rolling my Red 28 blade Swiss Army through my hand, looking it over one last time. I got up from my room walked out to where Lucio was and said "Do you want my knife?" Lucio said no, but I insisted and said "You can have it." He didn't immediately extend his hand so I set it down next to him and walked back to my room. Once in my room, I laid down and cried. I felt sick.

Attachment; what a funny thing.

In memory of my Swiss Army Knife, I pray my attachment to Jesus grows to such depth.

Aaron

A Divine Order - July 12, 2009

2009-07-15T16:16:00.000-07:00

I happened to be perusing through an elementary level world history book recently and discovered a section on ancient Hebrew culture. After some interesting observations the author made this comment; "much like other ancient cultures, the Hebrews were also chauvinistic in there view of women. For example Hebrew women were not allowed to own property."

This author hadn't read Numbers 27. Not only is it factually inaccurate, but it assumes a modern individualistic view of persons. In Hebrew culture, the family was the basic social unit, not the individual. While this may seem foreign to our sensibilities, we would have difficulty finding evidence from our culture that our view is a superior one. We look at Numbers 26 and make the observation: God didn't want women to have property. And yet it was precisely because of God's design that everyone inherited property; through the family line. Furthermore, that property would remain forever in the line of the family; eliminating the potential for massive accumulation of wealth through strategic relationships.

God was removing selfish ambition from the equation while at the same time ensuring that each family was given an appropriate land section based upon their number.

When a husband and wife decide 'we have the right to individual happiness and we are not finding it with each other,' what happens to the kids? However, is it not true that when we stay within the boundaries of God's social design, this protects the family? Individualism and social order are not good bedfellows.

The most important decision I must make in carrying out God's plan for social order is simply this, is my life about me, or about others? I ask this in regards to my marriage, my family, my church, and my community. If we all chose to live for those around us, imagine the beautiful community of grace that is possible!?!

Let's courageously accept God's boundaries and discover the beauty of God's design together.

Aaron

Balaam's Legacy.

2009-07-11T13:28:00.000-07:00

Every week I find there is so much more to say than time to say it.

As we began digging into the story of Balaam, his conversations with livestock, his desire for the wealth of Balak, and his disobedience to God, I was reminded how often we persist in asking and re-asking God for direction on those things he has already answered.

Sometimes the answer is clear and logical, sometimes it is found in the Scriptures or through Biblical counsel from a friend or mentor and other times we simply “hear” our Lord’s voice directing us from the inside in His gentle yet convicting way.

As I was exploring the topic of Balaam I was struck by the contrast between Balaam and another individual we find in the Scriptures, a woman named Rahab. (Joshua 2 & 6)

Rahab lives in a city named Jericho and she participates in protecting a couple of Israeli spies who come into the city to scope it out.

When Israel comes in later to conquer Jericho she and her famly are spared and honored for her faith and obedience. She is mentioned several times throughout the Scriptures , always in a positive light. Most notable is the fact that she is listed in the family tree of Jesus the Christ himself!

This harlot/prostitute is honored for her obedience and simple faith. She believes that the God of Israel will keep His promises as she submits to His will.

Now... for a moment, contrast this with the plot of Balaam. He hears God clearly but persist in seeking permission for what God forbids. When all is said and done Israel conquers the Moabites and Balaam, still living among them, is killed in the slaughter.

He also is mentioned several times through out the Scriptures and never in a positive light.

Most notably he is referenced in the final book of the Bible, Revelation. Here a local city (Pergamum) is referred to as “the place where Satan dwells”. The sin the Church here commits, in “the place where Satan dwells”, is the same sin Balaam committed is leading the people of God away from God. He taught the Moabites how to place opportunities for sin in the path of Israel, hoping to trip them up.

In essence Balaam is placed in the long line of Lucifer’s family tree. Those who participate in his plan for the world, those who join Satan in his ongoing effort to destroy the world and its inhabitants.

Ultimately the question we are left with at the end of the day is this: “Do I trust that God’s intentions are good towards me, and that if He closes a door it is because a more beautiful way is left open for me?" It may not be what I would choose at the moment but it is, none the less, better for my future in Him.”

Do You See What I See?

2009-06-17T11:03:00.000-07:00

Several years ago when I was "hotly" involved in the debate over creationism and evolution it became apparent to me that those who believed in a "creator" and allowed that to "taint" their perspective were accused of possessing a starting assumption that "real" scientist didn't.

I've since come to realize that we all carry starting assumptions to the table. The question then becomes, "Do our starting assumptions make sense with the world we find ourselves in? Do they make sense with the way things are and the way things have been (ie. Our history)?

Kepler discovered the "Laws of Planetary Motion" before Newton discovered the "Laws of Gravitational Pull & Motion". Although Kepler did not comprehend why the planets moved around the sun in the way and at the altering speeds they did, he still acknowledged that this is how things "were". Even with the discovery of gravitational pull more questions have been created than answered. There are many things in our world that we accept because it's the way things simply "are".

Did you know that earth's gravity pulls an object at 9.8 meters/ second when it drops. For every second of fall time the object increases speed by 9.8 m/s. This is why we don't panic when someone threatens to end their life by jumping off a chair but we do panic when they threaten to jump off a building. Although we don't fully understand the Law of Gravity, nor do scientist, we do believe that its effect will always be the same. So we yell at the kid on the chair "get your feet off that chair!" but we plead with the one standing on the precipise of certain death "Please come down, if you take this road it will produce death, NOW CHOOSE LIFE!"

As we launch into our new series, "Now Choose Life...", we begin to see that this is the mantra of Numbers and Deuteronomy. God is calling out to this new nation of people, He is telling them how the Laws of His Interaction with them work, and He is challenging them to "CHOOSE LIFE". (Deut. 30:19)

As we enter the text in Numbers 13 & 14 we are struck with the fact that the Israelites are now on the boarders of the land God/Yahweh is giving to them. The journey home is over, the have arrived, the proverbal question "Are we there yet?" is answered with a resounding yes!

The Israelites aren't sure they trust this God quite yet though (take a look at their questions they want the spies to answer in Num 13:1-4) and so they request that spies be sent in first to give them a report. (Deut 1:22, Num 13:1-2) God grants their request through Moses and the spies head in.

The land is truly good. The spies use a phase that denotes a healthy ecosystem, they call it "a land flowing with milk and honey" both of which are a by product of healthy cattle and live stock and healthy plants and flora for bees to make honey from. But ten of the spies aren't convinced that the Israelites are strong enough to conquer the inhabitants of the land. Although the evidence is overwhelming thus far in their journey out of Egypt, you know... the most powerful nation in the world that God crushed without the Israelites having to lift a finger, they aren't convinced He could pull that sort of thing off twice.

BUT... two of the spies see the world through an entirely different lens. Oshea, who name is changed to Joshua (Yahweh is Salvation), and Caleb are completly confident that although they cannot "see" God, the evidence is overwhelming that He exist and interacts with His people.

Needless to say, the ten spies win the frightened crowd over and we have a series on Numbers and Deuteronomy about the Israelites wandering in the wilderness for forty years (one for each day they were spying out the land, Num 14:34)

The question we're left with (If you've made it this far in our longest blog ever) is a question about perspective and starting assumptions. If everyone chooses to embrace a starting assumption and that assumption shapes their perspective, then we must ask ourselves, "What is it that I believe about God?"

Is He good, does He exist, how has He operated in the past, are His "ways" THE "ways" in which our world functions properly, are His ways Life?

So... may you discover the Good God of the universe as we journey through the Scriptures, may you realize that He IS calling out to you "NOW CHOOSE LIFE", may you begin to see the world around you through His lens, and may you begin to align your assumptions with His perspective. It WILL change everything!

Peace To You,
Pastor Jonathan Walker

Pick Your Poison - June 7th, 2009

2009-06-08T18:08:00.000-07:00

I can't imagine walking out of Egypt from slavery into freedom having escaped the bondage and constant threat of an insane king only to die in the desert because I complained about the food. Seems harsh.

As harsh as it seems God knew that the negative outlook of the Israelites was going to prove very costly. Ultimately it killed the entire generation as they chose to complain their way right out of their inheritance. The reality is the complaint was more than just about food. Numbers 11 makes it clear that the people had rejected God's plan, they had rejected Him. If I believe that God is sovereign; all complaining is ultimately against Him.

I am generally a positive outlook person and yet I still find reason to wine; probably just because I like to pitied every now and then. Well I want you to know I am done. Not that it won't ever happen again, but I am determined to obliterate complaining in my life. I am determined not to allow ingratitude to rob me of the greatness of what God has for me, my family, my friends, my community. I looked just to check and see if Jesus ever complained as He made is way to die on my behalf. Well, I couldn't find an example. I figure that settles it.

My goal is to lay my life down for the sake of others, and to do so with a constant attitude of contentment and thankfulness. Sound lofty? I think it is... so you are gonna have to hold me accountable. Deal? Deal.

Thankful for Him and each of you,

Aaron

Lifeblood - 5/24/09

2009-05-27T17:46:00.000-07:00

According to Stuart Smalley on his imaginary show Daily Affirmation "I'm good enough, I'm strong enough, and doggonit people like me." This is one character's continual reminder to face life with confidence. I know there have been times where I have had to give myself a little pep talk, a reminder of who I am and what God has called me too, a reminder of the truth.

When Jesus instituted the sacrament of the wine and bread, it was intended to be a reminder. It was reminder of what he had done on our behalf. Strangely enough for many the celebration of communion is only a reminder of how sinful I am. We pause and reflect and become introspective about the condition of our hearts. While this may be appropriate, it is certainly not the crux of what we are to 'remember' when we drink the juice and eat the bread together.

The drinking of the blood of Christ is a reminder that He forfeited His own life in order that we my have life through Him! As I remind myself of this fact each time I take communion, my heart response is reassurance, comfort, and hope. I have LIFE. I am alive because He was willing to die. Now I share in His divine life that never dies. His blood courses through my veins and He abides in me. There is no greater news.

He is good enough, He is strong enough, and doggonit He likes me. The blood of Jesus has made me clean and brought me into relationship with Him. He truly loves me, and I am thankful of the reminder as we celebrated this last Sunday.

Aaron

Atone-mints?

2009-05-22T13:25:00.000-07:00

As I have thought over the text and the teaching from this last week I am reminded all over again that the forgiveness extended to us is the most astounding gift we could ever have been given and that it IS given to everyone.

In the letter to the Colossians Chapter 3 verse 13 Paul commands them to 'forgive as they have been forgiven'. We forgive whether the other person accepts the gift or not. We forgive without reservation. We forgive without demand or expectation from the offender. We forgive because we have been forgiven; the dept was paid once for all.

Most of my life I've believed that God was ticked at most people and happy with those who had been forgiven. Of course, the way a person was forgiven was by praying some form of a 'sinners prayer'. With this view also came the belief that God simply wouldn't forgive some people either because He didn't want to or He wasn't able to.

This is not the God of the Bible. The God of the Scriptures is the one who accepts the sacrifice of the Lamb and it IS enough for the whole world. God is satisfied, the final sacrifice has been made and it was good!

Behold the Lamb of God who takes AWAY the sin of the world

For He did not come to condemn the world but that through Him the world might be saved

Forgive as you have been forgiven

The prodigal son, forgiven but not reconciled

IT IS FINISHED

What if we began to view those around us as forgiven but not yet reconciled?

What if the gospel became good news again, instead of bad news with a 'choose your own adventure' twist at the end that could make it good if you choose the right page number?

So may you begin to live as though Christ was enough, and may you realize that you cannot add one thing to the sufficiency of Christ atonement. May you begin to live in the knowledge that your sins have already been atoned for, past, present and future and that we walk in the humility and reality that forgiveness finds its completion in reconciliation with God.

Loving The Good News,
Jonathan Walker

Don't Hate Me Cuz I'm Right - May 10 2009

2009-05-13T15:50:00.000-07:00

One of the most pivotal moments in my walk with God was the day I came to a crystal clear understanding of the difference between living by the Law, and living by Grace. Living by the law is inherently ME focused and living under Grace is inherently HIM focused. I was appalled to discover that my ongoing pursuit of righteousness was intended to benefit one person; me. I wanted to feel better, look better, be better, live better. I wanted to walk into the presence of God with a confidence that came from my ability to impress Him with my righteousness. What I found instead was a constant fear of His presence because I could never seem to quite pull it together adequately.

It was deeply convicting but also liberating to discover that it was not 'righteousness' to obsess over my own behavior. The attention I used to give to my self has been redirected to loving attention to God and others. The pressing question is 'how can I benefit them?'

I love the miracle that takes place every time a believer comes to this understanding. The miracle is that righteousness becomes a natural byproduct of my relationship with God. My desire to love Him produces holiness. My desire to love Him inevitably begins to change me into His likeness. My pursuit to be like Him is deeply enjoyable and satisfying to the very core of who I am. My prayer is that your pursuit would be the same; and that we would learn to walk in this enjoyment together.

Aaron

Surround By The Sacred

2009-05-08T12:29:00.000-07:00

As I sit here in Wasilla with Pastor David & Larae Pepper, in the sun, on their deck, looking out at the mountains, it's easy to remember that I am surrounded by the sacred. But it isn't always easy is it?

Religion can often take the place of sacredness in our lives. We begin to replace intimacy with God for attendance at church. We replace the opportunities to participate with those the spirit of God is drawing into His kingdom for another Bible study. Soon our life in Christ begins to feel more like a list of obligations and less like the wild eyed & dangerous journey it was meant to be.

The hunger for position and prestige begins to crowd out the need to love the underprivileged and care for the broken hearted.

As we looked into the lives of Nadab and Abihu in Leviticus 8-10 it was easy to see the desire for recognition leading them to treat the presence of God with disdain.

I found myself wondering how often we miss the presence of God moving on people all around us as we cloister ourselves in ivory towers of Christian safety. How often do I miss that God's Spirit is at work as close as the nearest heart beating around me. He is and always will be in pursuit of His "lost" children and dwelling with His "found" ones.

So may you discover that God is at work all around you, and may we begin to live with eyes wide open. May you see that you are surround by the sacred, and... when you are truly struck by that realization, may you live as though the "Holy" was just a heart beat away.

Peace To You All,

Pastor Jonathan Walker

Death & Taxes - April 26 2009

2009-04-29T11:04:00.000-07:00

The Priest, the Sacrifice, and the Sinner. Three parties, one goal: the forgiveness of sins. Most of us with a basic knowledge of the work of Christ readily recognize Jesus as our Priest; the one who represents us to God. We even more readily recognize Jesus as the sacrifice. What we fail to understand is that in the sacrifice of His body Jesus also fills the role of the sinner. "He made Him who knew no sin, to become sin on our behalf." II Corinthians 5:17

In that moment on the cross Jesus received in Himself the sin of the world and was put to death as a punishment for that sin. He died the guilty party. For a brief time, His own Father had to turn from Him. The sin that I commit; the sin that has condemned me; has no power over me. Why? Because the penalty that I deserve has already been paid. There is no further penalty before God. Sin has been beaten, defeated, overcome once and for all.

In Galatians 2:20 Paul states "I was crucified with Christ, I no longer live." He is not attempting to pull a fast one; he is speaking the truth. His sinful nature was put to death on the cross with Christ. "But the life I now live I live by faith in the Son of God." When I believe and receive the promise of life from Christ; I am spiritually united with Him. Along with being united, I now share in all the benefits that He gained as the sinless Son. Through spiritual union, my sinful self did indeed die, and now I live with His righteousness present in me. I have the perfect righteousness of GOD!!! Amazing!

The God that we serve was willing to lay down His life, so that we could have life through union with Him. There is no greater truth, no greater mystery, no higher wisdom than this: Christ's eternal love.

Amazed continually,

Aaron

Through the Veil - April 12, 2009

2009-04-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

"Did I ever say...'why have you not built Me a house of cedar?'" II Samuel 7:7

In response to David's desire to build God a real house, a suitable residence; God's response is quite contradictory to human thought process. '"What's wrong with my tent?" The human thought process is that we must make something grander, bigger, taller, better, more beautiful, more awe inspiring, more shiny; something that is fitting for the God who dwells in it. We will create a house for God that will really make Him look GOOD!

If your reading this after dark; shut of your lights for a moment, go outside and look up into the sky. Have you noticed the universe lately? Have you considered its expanse? If our solar system was the diameter of a quarter, our galaxy -the milky way- would be the size of the continental USA. And there are millions more galaxies. And God holds it all in His hand.

Now lets get back to our plans... let's see... how could we build a place that would really make God look awesome? What a trite thought! What a patronizing plan. How could we through the efforts of our hands create anything that would add to His already incomprehensible greatness?!? It's impossible; the tent is just fine. After all the whole earth is already his and everything in it.

"From each man whose heart prompts Him" Exodus 25:1

Now we get to it. How do I make known the greatness of God? By a heart that is moved by Him. By giving my whole self to Him. By declaring "He is worth my all, my very life." Give Him your love, your heart, soul, mind, and strength. And in this simple act, you broadcast a message across the great expanse of the universe "Look at how GREAT my God is!" And this is what He desires.

Amazed by Him,

Aaron

Doorpost & Daughters

2009-04-10T21:08:00.000-07:00

"The Law", what a terrifying concept for most of us.

I have a friend who never speeds, NEVER. He's one of those people that you simply don't ever want to get behind if you're in a "hurry", but my guess is he's NEVER had a ticket either. He is one of those people you wish you were but realize you will probably never be and you find yourself wondering if he's actually human or not.

He probably has no idea about the shear terror most of us experience when they see the "law" parked on the side of the road, or the anxiety that takes over when the black and white turns behind you headed in the same direction when your in a "hurry".

We fear the "law" because at some level we recognize that we tend to be law breakers. We fear that the God of all the universe is like the cop who is looking for someone to ticket, someone to punish. But what if the "Law of God" wasn't about punishment? What if He wasn't waiting for someone to mess up so He could turn on His lights and embarrass you as all you friends drive by pointing and giggling?

What if He gave the "Law" in hopes that by it you and I might find life, not suffering? What if, at the core, we believed that our God was fundamentally good... all the time? What if we understood that, although we are not bound to the laws of the Old Testament, they are still beneficial to us for life and Godliness.

God claims that His 'Law" is life in Deuteronomy 30:13 and His desire is that we would truly live life to its fullest potential. The Psalmist in Psalm 119 spends chapter upon chapter describing his love for God's law and the joy he has found in keeping it.

When we begin to explore the Scriptures, both old and new testaments, with the basic assumption that our God is good and His desire is for our benefit, we will begin to hear His law through the ears of hope and see it through the eyes of understanding.

So, may you begin to discover that the Bible is not a book simply about religious life and private beliefs, but that it is about all of life for all people in all places and at all times. And may the Scriptures begin to transform the way we think about everything we encounter in life.

Learning To Think Biblical At All Times,

Pastor Jonathan Walker

Amour Passionne - March 29, 2009

2009-04-03T15:09:00.000-07:00

"For which of you, when he wants to build a tower, does not first sit down and calculate the cost?" Luke 14:28 If you read the paragraph surrounding this verse you will hear Jesus challenging those who wish to follow him. He encourages them to assess there level of commitment in relation to the long term cost of following Christ. Sit down and calculate. For a right brained person like myself, this is appealing; let's talk it through logically. Let's consider it point by point and if I have got my stuff together; maybe I can convince you. Let me tell you the reasons why following Jesus is worth while.

What is naturally harder for me to speak to is the 'wanting.' "For which of you, when he wants." Passion precedes Principles. I know it sounds dangerous; too easy to misconstrue. I am not suggesting that passion precedes principles in importance, value, or necessity. In the invitation to relationship with Christ we are not ultimately winning others to a conceptual framework (although that is important), we are introducing them to a person. It is when the wanting has sprung into the human heart, that we now consider the doing. I WANT to build, now I need to consider the COST of building.

If I am in conversation and I detect a longing, a desire, a moving of the heart towards Christ, I know that it has been placed there by God. God is up to something. My goal is draw out that wanting, to encourage it. "Let's consider together what it means to follow Christ, because I sense that you have an interest."

An err toward principles is legalism, and err toward passion is license. Let's be people who are passionate in our love for God, and guided by principles in our daily walk. For us Christians, the two go effortlessly hand in hand.

Aaron

Missional Living??

2009-03-26T17:55:00.000-07:00

The term "missional" came into popularity in the late 90s with a book called "The Missional Church", by Darrell Guder When I first heard the term it intrigued me and I have come to appreciate the implications of "missional living" vs. "missions programs".

As a community of Christ followers (AKA. disciples) missions is not something we do over there somewhere, but rather it is a way we live life, a lens we look at our world and life through. We begin to look at life missionaly, as though we had a purpose and direction everyday and everywhere.

We are to live life as people on a mission, a mission to do good in the name of Christ, to eradicate suffering every time it is in our power to do so, a mission to care for our fellow man, a mission to introduce those we encounter to the greatest life found in Christ alone.

When we begin to look at day to day life in a missional way, we begin to live everyday as though it had purpose; just as much purpose as an afternoon spent in the slums of India loving children.

So may you and I begin to see life as an adventure in which every word and every action matter, and, in the words of Jesus, may you "let your LIGHT so shine before men that when the see your good WORKS they will glorify your Father in heaven"

Peace To You,

Pastor Jonathan

Fait Accompli - March 15, 2009

2009-03-19T15:36:00.000-07:00

The story of the Amalekites is one that I have looked at numerous times over the last several years. It is one of those teachings of scripture that has impacted me in a very personal way and continues to shape my daily battle to lay hold of that which Christ has made available; righteousness, holiness, and godliness. I am convinced that most of us have an Amalek; a battle that was thrown on us from a young age, maybe as a new believer, maybe as a child. A battle that we didn't ask for but find ourselves fighting in some capacity the rest of our lives.

This is a private battle, a life-long epic struggle to maintain authority over my own heart and life. The reality is that as long as I keep fighting, it becomes easier. I wise up to the enemies tactics, I am conditioned and healthy with energy to fight. However, as soon as I begin to concede, little by little; bit by bit the enemy gains strength and I lose mine.

In my observation, these epic battles are often fought in secret. The battles that we fight the longest, we tend to have the most shame associated with. But here is the deal, fighting in the dark is advantage to the enemy; fighting in the light is to our advantage. Provers 28:13 says "He who conceals his transgression will not prosper, but he who confesses and forsakes them will find compassion." Don't fight on the enemies terms, fight in the broad daylight of truth. The victory is available; so fight as if to win.

Fighting with you,

Aaron

Hell or High Water - March 8, 2009

2009-03-10T17:34:00.000-07:00

Years ago when I was still living at home in the city of Manila, my father was renting storage space from an abandoned bowling alley for Resources for the Blind Inc. The storage space ran along the back wall of the bowling alley behind the pin machines. This space was used to store thousands of copies of braille and large print bibles and hundreds of thousands of cassette tapes. This was no back room closet but a small warehouse of supplies and materials belonging to RBI. The building owners devised a great plan and decided to make better use of the space by turning the bowling alley into a casino. This meant that RBI would need to find a new storage facility, a difficult task in a city as tightly packed as Manila. After several attempts to renegotiate a deal to keep their corridor of storage, they were forced out by men who demonstrated no concern whatsoever for RBI's interests.

I have had times in my own life, similar to the Red Sea experience where I was convinced that God was just making things hard on me. I didn't see his gentle hand at work, I focused entirely on the need of my immediate situation and questioned God's plan. The Israelites thought for sure that God had made a mistake that would cost them all dearly. Of course He hadn't; He was caring for His children and protecting them from harm at the same time.

About a week after RBI was finally evicted from their much needed space, the entire building burnt to the ground. And I don't mean smoked out, I mean burnt to the concrete floor. Do you trust God enough to believe He is in charge in the midst of adversity? Or do trials diminish your faith? His perspective is infinitely greater than ours and I am constantly challenged to believe Him, to trust Him, and to take confidence in His good intentions for me.

Believing Him with you,

Aaron

Passed Over not Overlooked - 3/02/09

2009-03-04T16:52:00.000-08:00

If you thought my sermon was quick my blog will be even quicker. The question of how the Lord finds us waiting for deliverance has been a reoccurring theme in my own life. On the eve of His final judgment, when He was on the verge of delivering Israel from their enslavers, God commanded them to feast. Not to fret. Not to work. To feast. To celebrate who God is, what he's done and will do on their behalf. One of the scriptures I constantly return to is Isaiah 26:8; "Yes, Lord, walking in the way of your laws we wait for you: your name and renown are the desire of our hearts." From this verse I understand that waiting for the Lord is an active waiting. The walls of a waiting room are most often lined with chairs to sit in. that's how we generally think of waiting. This verse tells us that waiting is an activity filled with faithfulness in obedience to what we know God has asked of us. Waiting on the Lord is an activity you do with Him!
The second thing I love about this verse is the object of our anticipation. Usually, when I'm waiting on the Lord I'm waiting for something, direction, provision, healing. The object of my anticipation consumes my thoughts, prayers and energy. That's what makes it so hard to wait! This verse, however, teaches us that the desire of our hearts is His "name and renown"! I don't wait for myself I wait for Him. The best part of making your waiting an activity of faithful obedience and making God's name and fame the thing we desire most is that while you wait, you have what you wait for. Beautiful! Taste and see! The Lord is good!

Skip Bowersox

Shock & Awe - 2/22/09

2009-02-23T16:32:00.000-08:00

Why is obedience so hard?

The difficulty of obedience in particular cases in our life is not merely a perception, it really is hard. But why? Allow me a few observations:

Obedience is Allegiance
When I decide to follow Christ, I am aligning myself with His will, His way, His plan. This means that I also place myself in opposition to those who do not accept Him. Obedience is hard because it identifies me with Christ and puts me at odds with His enemies.

Obedience is Sacrifice
In order for me to fully commit, I must lay down my own life, my hopes, my aspirations. Obedience is hard because if forces me to choose between my will and His and my will hates to be denied.

Obedience is Faith
My heart fears the unknown. When I step out and obey, things may not go as anticipated and may even get worse for a time. The possibilities for perceived failure prevent me from taking steps toward certain success. Obedience is hard because God makes me nervous.

But here is the deal, and I have to constantly remind myself of this truth... are you ready for it...log this away in your mind, here it is - God's Plan is Better. And obedience is the pathway to discovering His plan. Press on in obedience until you experience the amazing power of your Father in heaven who loves you. Don't Quit - Be Faithful - You Belong to Him.

Moving Forward with You,

Aaron

The Invitation (Moses meets his Maker) 2/15/09

2009-02-18T22:02:00.000-08:00

For a substantial portion of my life I found myself wondering what "God's will" for my life was. I began to notice that I wasn't alone. Almost all of my friends were wondering the same thing. We would pray, wait, listen, and long for God to tell us what it was He specifically wanted us to do. We desperately wanted a "burning bush"!

Several years ago I was attending a conference in Texas and I was challenged by one of the speakers there. He made an astounding observation. Could it be possible we've been asking the wrong questions in regards to finding God's will for our lives? Maybe God is already doing something and He is inviting us to look up and see what He is doing and give our lives away to that. Maybe the will of God is being done in places already and we join Him.

Furthermore, is it possible that God might be pleased with several different scenarios, rather than limit us to just one possibility to fulfill? What if there wasn't just one right answer to my purpose, what if the definition of "God's will" was often a broad definition that I could see fulfilled in many different ways, choices, occupations and decisions?

I've come to discover that God is, and has been, at work all around me and when I lift up my eyes I discover something; there is more to do than I could possibly accomplish in my lifetime. I also begin to recognize that God , the "I AM", is fully capable of correcting or redirecting my course at any time. This is the beauty of serving a "present" God. He will never be "I WAS" or "I WILL BE", He is, and always has been "I AM". He is not off in the distance or waiting for you to show up, He has been at work and is inviting you and I to join our lives with His ongoing work in the world.

So, may you discover that your Father is fully present with you and that He is wanting you and I to step into the life He has called us to live, and may we begin to see the opportunities all around us to fulfill the "will of God" with our lives.

Living in Liberation,

Pastor Jonathan Walker

Time Between Times - 2/08/09

2009-02-10T13:21:00.000-08:00

I love those instances when a particular study of scripture springs to life as a very specific message for here and now. This was my sense as I reflected on the early life of Moses in preparation for Sunday's teaching. Many of you have been walking through a Time Between Times. Without a Biblical category for this time; it can leave us feeling as if we somehow missed out on God's plan, like maybe He gave up on us. Discontentment grows, frustration deepens, and confidence wanes. Isn't it curious that at 40 years old Moses believed He was God's man, and when God shows up in a burning bush at 80 years old, Moses responds 'I am not your man'? But guess what... he was. He was God's choice. He had always been God's choice, it just wasn't yet time.
My prayer for each of you is that God would give you the capacity to believe the calling He has invested in you. He has a purpose. He is writing a much larger story and He calls us to fulfill the role He created us for. A time between times is not an indication that the time after will never come, it only means it has not yet arrived. We can never predict when the time between will end, we only know when it has. I was so encouraged by the number of individuals who expressed a similar conviction; "Now is the time." We are truly blessed and God's providential hand is upon us to accomplish His plan. "But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint." Isaiah 40:31 It is with eager expectation that I look towards the future and all that God has for his children right here in our Hamlet by the Sea.

The Journey of a Thousand Miles... 2/01/09

2009-02-04T15:17:00.000-08:00

The journey of a thousand miles...

As we've begun to make the turn into Exodus I've been struck by the implications of the Bible's story on my life. If what I'm reading is true, about God and the ways He interacts with mankind and about human nature and our response to Him, I am left with a decision about how I move forward from here.

If God is truly passionate about liberation, not only eternally but presently as well, then how does this glimpse into His nature transform how I think about my life? I am increasingly convinced that if I am to take the call of Christian life seriously I must... well... take it seriously.

As you and I begin to grasp the implications of being part of a much bigger story that is taking place we should find ourselves asking the question "What is my part and how do I play it well?" It is in this question that the Scriptures can begin to shape us. When we come to it as seekers with eyes of discovery and wonder and hope.

It is often confusing as we read through the Bible to recognize that, although it may be broken up into books and chapters and "old" and "new", it is still one story, one account. I believe this is the reason that God reveals Himself through a "chosen" people, so that we could easily follow the story line as it reveals the image of the Father.

As we've moved through Genesis I hope we have begun to discover that God is a creative God, that He makes and keeps His covenants, that He is looking out for the good of His creation, that He has a unique and powerful ability to turn what corrupt men and women intend for evil into good, often to their own salvation, and that He is a God of providence not punishment.

So as we continue to move forward into our story with God may you begin to discover that:

if our Father is creative and not destructive,

if He is faithful to His covenant,

if He is full of grace and mercy toward His children,

if He is looking out for the good of His creation, and...

if He is in the "business" of liberating and redeeming the world,

the implications on our lives, money, relationships, plans, and pleasures is nothing short of revolutionary.

As we begin to discover the Father through the Scriptures and through shared community I often envision the scene from the parable of prodigal son and his return home.

The father is standing just off the porch, looking out into the horizon, joy and elation are on his face as he sees his son coming home. I can only imagine the anticipation in the heart of the father as he realizes the implications of his boys return home. The things that can only be discovered through relationship and humility are about to be revealed to his kid, maybe for the first time.

As you begin the journey into freedom may you discover that there is always more in the heart of the Father for you and I than we ever dreamed possible. And as you take the proverbial "first step" may you hear Him say... "Welcome Home."

Pastor Jonathan Walker

Punishment & Providence - JAN 25th 2009

2009-01-26T22:55:00.000-08:00

The concept of God as the God of Providence has been nothing less than transformational for me in my relationship with Him. It is impossible to relate well with God when I am afraid of what He will do. The scripture makes it very clear in numerous places that we are to "fear God" (Gen 42:18; Psa 67:7; Prov 2:5). Yet this fear is rooted in the awesome power of His being, not in His intentions towards us. When we fear God rightly we understand and accept that He is our Creator and He sustains my existence by His will. The inappropriate fear of God is a lack of trust in His benevolence; a certainty that He is vindictive in His actions. This kind of fear will drive you far from God, give root to resentment toward God, and eventually turn into hatred toward Him. This kind of fear I must uproot and throw myself headlong into the loving arms of my Father in Heaven who CARES!

But How? The how questions are the ones that bother me the most. If I have related to God as the God of Punishment; how do I stop? And how do I change and begin relating to Him as the loving God of Providence? I am going to very humbly suggest a couple of things that may aid you in this process.

1. Confession: If I am ever going to change my perception of God, I must be honest enough to admit that I have believed a lie. Furthermore, this lie has kept me from freely receiving love from God and this has pained His heart. I confess my lack of trust in His good intentions for me.

2. Truth: I need to saturate my heart and mind with the truth of God's Word and allow my expectation to be transformed as I read of His goodness and grace.

3. Gratitude: Josephs brothers were blaming God for bad fortune WHILE God was rescuing them from a devastating famine!!! I need to stop focusing on the bad and start thanking God for the good things He has given me and done for me. I need a healthy outlook and a heart that is overflowing with thankfulness.

That's a start. I think the only thing left that you will need in order to fully change your perception of God is a miracle. But don't worry, that's God's part and He is good at it, in fact it's easy for Him.

As for me, I have developed a new love for waiting and watching to see what God will do, even in the midst of what seems like terrible circumstances. I know that He is always up to something amazing, and when He gives me a peak at His plan, I sure don't want to miss it.

Pastor Aaron Weisser

Good Luck, Bad Luck... 1/18/09

2009-01-20T10:47:00.000-08:00

As I have thought over the life of Joseph these past couple of weeks one thought has emerged to the forefront time and again... "fully present." The art of being present in the moment is a lost art in the time driven culture we find ourselves immersed in, isn't it?

Think about it the next time your in motion going somewhere or doing something significant and someone stops you for a conversation. What are they saying, does it register or have we already left the conversation before it began.

I saw it in myself yet again just yesterday. I was talking with a friend that I have known for years and as I started to mentally "move on" past the moment I pulled myself back. I realized as I looked into his face that I had never really "seen" him. You know, the color of his eyes, the facial features, the hurt hidden behind them. How much I had missed because I was somewhere else in the same room?

My family and I were enraptured by the computer this morning as we watched history being made with the inauguration of our 44th president. Truly one of the most historic moments in American history. As the president-elect was being sworn in to the highest office in the United States, on a day of historic proportions, you could see it coming as the moment was rushed into. Their thoughts were somewhere else and the words were lost in translation and the moment was stumbled through at best. I found myself wondering how many moments I had missed because, although I was physically present, I wasn't fully present.

The attitudes and actions of Joseph are so extraordinary in part because he seems to be fully aware that he is not alone in the moment but rather that the good God of all the universe is present with him and up to something good if we were only aware. Joseph seems to grasp the fact that we don't get to live in the future and we can not live in the past, we only live in the "now".

So may you remember this week that, whether you find yourself in the dungeon or in the palace of pharaoh, you are not alone. May you find Christ present with you in every situation and conversation, and may you discover that this moment is the only one we have the privilege of living in.

Peace To You Friends,

Pastor Jonathan Walker

The Costly Path of Fear - Jan 11

2009-01-16T17:51:00.000-08:00

As I have studied the life of Jacob it all seems so normal to me. A brother tricks a brother, a wife deceives her husband, a boss shafts his employee for his own benefit... and on and on and on. These are the stories that are common to all of us, the kinds of stories that make up the complicated and sometimes messy fabric of our lives. There seems to abound an endless number of possible obstacles between me and happiness, all fighting to rob me first. Life teaches me a few lessons and I wise up quick. I discover that I can exert some control over these obstacles, especially when they come in human form. I know life is not fair but with a sharp mind and a few devious tactics in my tool kit, I am able to control people well enough to get the responses I desire and the things I want.
All of this is of course a sham. People don't like being manipulated. Our attempts to control people only destroys relationship and we are left thinking the only option is to run away. Jacob was a runner. After stressing relationships to the breaking point, fear of consequences convinced him to run.
As we have launched out with this new venture called Church on the Rock Homer, I believe so certainly that fear is the enemy and faith is the answer. I cannot generate the things that God is doing through my strength, I can only receive from Him with open hands. Jenny and I made a very conscious decision some time back to take each day as a gift and only receive what God would give. That meant refusing to lay hold of what we wanted, refusing to use manipulation to get our way. The only challenge in taking this path is my weak faith. The reality is, if God is anything close to what the Bible says about Him, i CAN believe!!! I CAN trust. I CAN have faith in His good intentions. What a way to live!
This life of faith is the life of freedom. The pressure is off and the fear is gone. I encourage you to lay your fears before God and commit yourself to walking by faith. For some, that initial step comes with frightening consequences but I will tell you from experience; God's grace is sufficient for you and His hand will guide you through. Good things lay ahead.

Pastor Aaron Weisser